Your mind is a terrible waste of an ancestral brain capable of so much understanding if it wanted too. You don't want to understand all your chromosomes represent in time alive so far.
Life isn't an experiment, it is an experience of living eternally separated in series parallel positions adapting uniquely alive now as specifically eternally separate entities one at a time. Every ancestor is a unique time lived so far.
Energy balancing outcomes as living or in your mind living controlling the outcomes with the energy by reasonable doubt. Makes you feel invincible doesn't it? manic state of mind where when your brain is navigating the actual time displaced is so depressing.